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changing lanes Wednesday, January 10, 2007 Naisip ko lang.. People change.. A lot.. What we want two or three years ago, or even a year ago, may no longer be what we want now or will it be in the future.. Ang hirap noh! Bakit nga ba? Maybe because of circumstances. New environment. New opportunities. Ah well.. Anyway, the world itself is in constant change. And as humans, we are here to cope with it's changes in order for us to survive. Hala, Darwinist ba ako? Law of the Survival of the Fittest? Hindi naman yata.. Pero naniniwala ako na people change with regards to the changes of his surroundings. More of adapting to the environment. Pero hindi nga ba ganun ang theory ni Darwin? Bakit nga ba may change? Who causes the changes? Bakit pa kailangang magbago? Siguro nga minsan kailangan ang pagbabago. And most of the times, these changes will cause hurt/s to us or to the people around us. And sometimes, hindi lang hurts. Frustrations, dissappointments, and so on.. I've learned that these are part of life. And so is change. *sighs* Magulo! Mahirap isipin.. Madaming involved. Kasi naman noh, change is a very vague topic! Bakit ko nga ba inisip na madaling ipaliwanang ang "pagbabago"? Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 07:26 pm Share your Thoughts Pixie Dust prelude Tuesday, December 26, 2006 Actually, I don't know what to write. I don't know how to start. Hmm.. A lot of things had happened to me during the past days, weeks and months of my life that hadn't been accounted for in this blog for lack of time. I guess I could make a really long entry for that. To just tell you what has been happening lately.. Oh, but I need more preparations and time.. Basta, makikita niyo na lang dito.. baka bukas.. or next week.. baka before new year, sort of reflection na din sa mga nangyari. Hehe.. For now, I shall go..
See You Next Blogging!! Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 09:03 pm Share your Thoughts Pixie Dust new entry Thursday, December 14, 2006
Moments at the Rizal Re-creation Center, Laguna.
Birthday Girl! Hehe.
It's been a long time since my last entry.. Hehe. So many things had happened.. More of that soon.. Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 11:15 pm (2)Messages in a Bottle Pixie Dust *sighs* Wednesday, September 20, 2006  INFORMATION OVERLOADAng brain ba parang computer? Pwede ba itong mag-information overload? Siguro no? Kasi, parang yan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Information overload! Kainis! Ang sarap mag-delete ng files sa memory. Ang sarap sagutin ng 'YES' kung tatanungin lang akong 'do you want to run the cleanup wizard now?' Kung pwede nga lang eh, di sana ginawa ko na, para there's room for new informations. Parang ang bagal na kasi ng processing ng 'CPU' [brain] ko eh, baka nga pag nagdelete ako ng old files, mas magiging madali ang paglalagay ng new infos. *sighs* Puro about computers and the InterNet pa naman ang binabasa ko. Feeling ko, after ko nito, isa na akong cyber scholar(R). Tingnan mo, nakapag-create na ako ng sarili kong term! Cyber scholar ang pwede nating itawag sa mga taong nag-aaral tungkol sa InterNet, cyberspace, cyberculture at kung anu-ano pang related sa 'cyber'.. Yan ang ginagawa ko ngayon, isang dakilang cyber scholar, para sa thesis ko. At meron na lang akong two weeks para tapusin ang papers ko! Ang saya! *sighs* Malapit nang mag-Pasko.. Marami na rin akong narinig na Christmas songs. As usual, cliche pa rin ang 'Give Love on Christmas Day' at 'Whenever I see girls and boys..' este, 'Christmas in Our Hearts' at ang walang kamatayang 'Pasko na naman o kay tulin ng araw...' Malamig na ang simoy ng hangin. Hindi ko alam kung dahil umuulan kagabi o talagang malapit na ang Pasko. Ang sarap ng hangin, lalo na after mag-jog. Ang sarap tumambay sa sunken! Puro clouds nga lang makikita mo when you look up to the sky kasi uulan nga.. Walang stars, walang moon.. *sighs* Ang dami kong gustong gawin! Na wala akong karapatang gawin ngayon dahil hindi ko pa natatapos ang papers ko! Which draws me back to the bottom line of it all. Tapusin mo na ang thesis mo! Tapusin mo na ang papers mo! In short, grumadweyt ka na!!! *sighs* Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 08:56 am Share your Thoughts Pixie Dust paying off Wednesday, September 13, 2006 After almost weeks of sleeping very late and sometimes, not sleeping at all, i was forced to take a rest. My thesis is of course still on the run, and i want to finish it in advance that's why i'm pushing myself to work and work. But my body seem to be tired already.. For two days, i had migraine. Last sunday, the left part of my abdomen (where my kidney is probably located) was hurting the whole day, even when we were in Araneta to watch the UAAP Cheering Competition. And just yesterday, after i slept my migraine away, i woke up with a very bad dysmenorrhea. I went to the CR feeling nauseated. I threw up there, and i can't almost get up after that i have to cling to the walls back to my room. That was the worst case of dysmenorrhea i've had by far. I was really disappointed i wasn' able to do anything for my thesis, nor my other paper. I was frustrated at myself again. The good thing though, is that, i was able to rest. Now, i'm feeling better than the last days. And hopefully, i could go back to my paerworks. Before the momentum is gone!
Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 08:34 am Share your Thoughts Pixie Dust pana-panahon Sunday, September 03, 2006
ang bilis ng panahon.. september na pala.. halos hindi ko namalayan.. parang kailan lang june pa lang.. malapit na namang matapos ang sem.. ang sem.. pag natapos.. dapat tapos na rin ako.. although may 1 year pa akong penalty sa aking pag-AWOL.. kailanman hindi mo na mahahabol ang mga nasayang na sandali.. ang mga panahong lumipas na.. bakit kasi parang ang bilis-bilis ng tiktak ng orasan.. parang laging may hinahabol.. kaya dapat bilisan mo rin ang takbo.. kasi mapag-iiwanan ka.. kung sa pagtakbo ng mga kamay ng orasan.. maglalakad ka lang.. tsk, tsk.. isang buwan na lang.. para tapusin ang mga bagay-bagay sa buhay ko.. na nagkukulong sa akin sa unibersidad.. hindi naman sa ayoko na sa UP.. well.. minsan, oo.. pero kasi hindi lang naman yun sa ayaw ko o gusto.. kundi sa pangangailangan.. dahil yun ang mas makakatulong.. dahil yun ang nararapat.. dapat nga matagal na eh.. kahit nakakapagod tumakbo.. wala namang ibang choice di ba.. kailangang umakyat sa hagdan.. hindi pwedeng manatili ka na lamang sa baitang na kinatatayuan mo.. bukod sa mapag-iiwanan ka nga.. pwede ka pang makaharang sa ibang mga dadaan din.. hindi ka rin naman pwedeng bumaba na lang.. sumuko na.. wag nang tumuloy sa pag-akyat.. wala ka rin namang mapapala dun.. kaya mas mabuting ituloy mo na.. hanggang sa kaya mong abutin.. kung kaya mo bang akyatin ang tuktok eh, bakit hindi di ba.. ganun naman sa buhay.. strive for excellence ika nga.. dapat ganun ang prinsipyo mo.. naiintindihan mo ba.. nakikinig ka ba.. wag tutulog-tulog ha.. kaya nga may kape eh.. para saan pa't naimbento yan.. aba, gamitin ko.. kung makakatulong sa'yo.. pasaway kang bata ka.. osha sige, aalis na ako ha.. mag-aral kang mabuti.. pagbalik ko dapat ayos na yan.. anong opo-opo.. opo ka ng opo hindi mo naman sinusunod.. sige na.. wag nang iiyak.. kung gusto mong umiyak, 5 minutes lang.. tapos pahirin mo na luha mo.. tapos balik sa trabaho.. pakinggan mo ang mga sinasabi ko.. para ito sa ikabubuti mo.. maliwanag ba.. sige na.. at tumatakbo ang oras.. hahabulin ko pa ang bus.. hindi pwedeng hindi tayo sumunod sa pagtakbo ng panahon.. hindi tayo ang hinahabol ng oras.. tayo ang kailangang maghabol.. kaya sige na.. takbo!
Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 01:22 am (3)Messages in a Bottle Pixie Dust back to the basics Friday, September 01, 2006 i was able to pass my first draft yesterday and consult my adviser regarding what i've written on it. at first, or while i was doing that draft, i thought i would only need few revisions, since i'm actually doing it as if it is my final draft already. but then again, during my consultation with my adviser, she told me a lot of things i should have done in my thesis. she said what i did was not a thesis but reporting, and that i am not doing a sociological paper but acually i was just telling a story, the things that i saw in the internet shop. she told me my conceptual framework is unclear and that i should work on it. actually, i have a lot to work out on that she told me to pass a research proposal on Monday (again)!? after that consultation, i was really disheartened. i thought i would be able to finish my thesis early. i thought i would be able to finish my final thesis this september. but then again, she told me that even if it's just an undergraduate thesis i should make it a point that i could contribute or impart wisdom from it, that if my sociology professors would look at it, they would say that "this is something." in a way, i was challenge by that. in my 6 years of stay in UP, my last 2 years hadn't really been worthwhile and hadn't really been a good testimony with regards to my being a student. and at the back of my mind, i wanted something to redeem myself. this could be that opportunity. and so i really have to work on it. i have to be a sociologist. talk about keeping my sociological imagination busy, huh! 
Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 11:01 am Share your Thoughts Pixie Dust waaah! Tuesday, August 29, 2006 I'm not yet done with my draft! I hate it! I wasn't able to made it to my deadline! Argh! Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 12:22 am Share your Thoughts Pixie Dust panic mode! Saturday, August 26, 2006
Great! Just a day before the deadline I set to myself for my first draft, and I'm noet yet half through it! *sighs* Will I be able to get through this? I mean, will I be able to finish this by the 27th? Hope so.. Waaaah! I need to! I must! Pressure, pressure!  "Jessie! James! Team Rocket blast off in the speed of light! Surrender now or prepare to fight! Meow, that's right!" Move! Move! *sighs* No, don't sigh! Take a deep breath and then GO!!! *************** I had 2 of my teeth extracted last Thursday. Until now, there's still some pain, although that was really most evident after the anaesthesia had gone out of its effect and I would have to suffer the pain! I didn't get to have my lunch and although it's one of my housemate's birthday and there're a lot of food, I only managed to eat a bit of spaghetti and a few pieces of puto. Too bad! But I like the dentist who did the extracting. It's like I'm a child again. He's talking about a lot of things while he's doing the extracting, to keep my mind off of it. He knew I was nervous. It went well yes. Good thing there is such a thing as mefenamic acid! c"') Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 01:58 am Share your Thoughts Pixie Dust coffee, coffee, coffee Tuesday, August 22, 2006  One? Two? Three?How many more cups of coffee 'til the end of this sem I don't know. Anyway, thank you for keeping me awake! You're such a nice friend! Weaved by Sanggre Salve at 06:05 am (3)Messages in a Bottle Pixie Dust
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Philippians 3:14 
Name: Salve B. Escanela Location: Quezon City, Philippines This is the story of a girl..
"Who Am I" Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth Would care to know my name Would care to feel my hurt Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star Would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heart Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You're I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean A vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours, I am Yours Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love and watch me rise again Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea Would call out through the rain And calm the storm in me I am Yours Whom shall I fear Whom shall I fear 'Cause I am Yours I am Yours 
think of happy thoughts! 
Disney princesses * anime * pink * roses * Korean Stuffs * fiction books * sci-fi * TV addict * stargazing * music * watching people * blogging * singing * internet * listening * writing * Kapuso * Encantadia * Ferrero * cookies n cream * adobo * bangus * Song Hye Gyo * Kristin Kreuk * Switchfoot * Enya * Lord of the Rings * green * Kyla * alternative * walking at the academic oval * moments at the Soularium * Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf * chocolate mousse * trying to dance * learning guitar * fried chicken and KFC gravy * peach mango pie
kristina porch of dreams ivy wishes under the moon aileen a little light lady walks with God france don't knows france charming life kuya butch elven portal roselyn much to say hannah amazing grace hannah grace unlimited ate betchay soulful lovin neil champion's theme kuya carlomer the vineyard arden simply humane jordan intellectual conversations janna ever afters ate jojee warrior is a child luther faraday's cage paul little bounces jacq in the beanstalk rapunzel let your hair down kuya jan not weird but gifted lance inside the bottle junette faerie's songs lorenz greg day by day by faith ate ada saved by grace bass music of life ********** DCBC fellowship of believers Ravi Zacharias answers to questions Discovery Series a dose of inspirations Our Daily Bread daily devotional Did you ever know that i have mine on you? Eyes on Me (Faye Wong) from Final Fintasy VIII I will love you until my dying day. Come What May (Ewan McGregor & Nicole Kidman) from Moulin Rouge How wonderful life is now you're in the world. Elephant Love Medley (Ewan McGregor, Nicole Kidman and Jamie Allen) from Moulin Rouge When I survey the wondrous cross.. The Wonderful Cross by Chris Tomlin Dynamic Drive Mimisk8 Flaming Text Animated Gifs OPM Radio Blog Thomas Kinkade Blogdrive Templates Thank You!  Blogarama 
Looking for a reason Roaming through the night To find my place in this world My place in this world.. Not a lot to lean on I need Your light to help me find My place in this world My place in this world.. Contact Me
Thanks to Marianne
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